I was raised in a Pentecostal household and believe that one can experience salvation through their relationship with God. The concept of the Holy Spirit's baptism, as described in the Bible when Jesus breathed on his disciples and said "Receive the Holy Spirit," holds great significance. However, this area has been subject to abuse for decades. In Jude 12, there is a warning about murmurers and complainers who act out of their own lusts, similar to the false teachers described in 2 Peter 2:15 who have gone astray and conduct themselves for personal gain, speaking great swelling words. The doctrine of Balaam, mentioned in Revelation 2:14, is referred to in the book of Numbers where Balaam advised Moloch to put out the prettiest girls for the men of Israel to mix with, forbidden by God.

Unfortunately, some televangelists are guilty of promoting this doctrine of Balaam, perverting the gospel by teaching that Jesus never proclaimed himself as the Son of God and therefore the Pharisees were not guilty of crucifying him. This idea undermines the significance of Jesus' sacrifice and is a heretical, man-centered gospel that elevates the speakers and makes them equal to Jesus. The teachings of Nicolay, which focus on the clergy having power over the laity, can lead to a loss of dependence on the Lord and exploitation of the concept of miracles.

To test a miracle or doctrine, one must consider the facts according to the Bible and the focus of the teachings. If the focus is on the speaker or human experience, rather than on righteousness and holiness, it is likely not of the Holy Spirit. Christianity has become commercialized and industrialized, with some charismatic movements becoming silly and asinine. The best way to hear from God is to read the Bible, as He can quicken something to your heart that aligns with His Word.

Regarding speaking in tongues, it is only possible through the empowerment of the Holy Spirit and cannot be controlled by the speaker. The Lord chooses who to empower with these gifts, but it does not make them a prophet. To speak in tongues, one needs both the Spirit of God and the words given by the Spirit.