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Struggling to prove himself and find his identity growing up, a man eventually builds a career and begins occasionally helping out a friend with his granite import business, when one day, the dangers of the job become all too real. Today’s episode featured Mike Wolo. You can find him on Instagram @Titanium_Mike110. You can read more about his story, and see photos on his website TheOtherSideofTheRock.com http://theothersideoftherock.com/, and you can email him at TitaniumMike110@gmail.com. PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Jason Blalock CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: graphic bodily injury, medical trauma, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ WEBSITE FOR JASON BLALOCK: jasonblalock.com http://jasonblalock.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: “Embers/Uncertain Outcomes” - SkyeVoyager SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: Text or Call 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
After narrowly surviving the devastating tsunami of 2004, a woman begins an unexpected journey through trauma, illness, and profound spiritual transformation to rebuild her life and sense of self. Today’s episode featured Ani Naqvi. You can email Ani at ani@ultimateresultsgroup.com. Ani’s website: ultimateresultsgroup.com http://ultimateresultsgroup.com/ She is on socials: Facebook @ani.naqvi.7 Instagram @ani.naqvi LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ani-naqvi/ Ani’s book is entitled, https://www.amazon.com/Tsunami-Wave-that-Saved-Yours/dp/1637776586 PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Sara Marinelli CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: Childhood physical abuse, Domestic violence, Emotional abuse, Racism and bullying, Abandonment, Near-drowning / graphic tsunami scenes, Mass disaster / mass death, Survivor’s guilt, Descriptions of injuries and destruction, PTSD and panic responses, Cancer diagnosis (stage 2 and stage 4), Parental death, Spiritual/religious themes, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ WEBSITE FOR SARA MARINELLI: saramarinelli.com http://saramarinelli.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: Sparse_Reflections__a__APM SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: Text or Call 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
When a man is falsely accused of attempted murder by the woman he’s spent years trying to save, he’s forced to confront the lifelong patterns of self-abandonment that led him there. Today’s episode featured Anonymous. If you’d like to reach out to him, you can email him at griefandgracetiah@gmail.com. He is an anesthesia provider in California. His path has been shaped by loss, resilience, and the quiet work of rebuilding a life. He uses storytelling to make sense of what cannot be explained—and to find meaning in the spaces language cannot reach. PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: Childhood emotional abuse, Childhood neglect, Parental physical abuse, Family trauma, Addiction and substance abuse, Psychiatric crisis / mental health emergency, Domestic Violence Allegations, False accusations of violence, Arrest and incarceration, Threats of violence in jail, Financial exploitation, Trauma bonding / self-abandonment, Emotional manipulation, Legal trauma, PTSD and hypervigilance, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ To PRE-ORDER THE LIMITED EDITION BOOK, HAND-NUMBERED AND SIGNED BY WHIT for shipping by December 10: https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/the-book WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: Salib (SAL) - Tension Underscore 33 A SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: Text or Call 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
The life of a promising actor takes a devastating turn when she is attacked in her home, sending her into an 18-year fight to reclaim her sense of safety, her career, and the date that haunts her every year. Today’s episode featured Amy Benedict. You can find Amy on Instagram @amy.benedict and on TikTok @amybenbro. To find her acting credentials, you can find her on IMDB here: https://m.imdb.com/name/nm0070749 PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Cathy Sitzes CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: Sexual assault, Attempted murder/strangulation, Home invasion, PTSD, dissociation, and long-term trauma symptoms, Violence against women, Discussion of serial rape and homicide, Family betrayal (parental infidelity), Bullying and emotional abuse in childhood, Self-injury, Depression and anniversary trauma, Police violence, Death of perpetrator during police encounter, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ To PRE-ORDER THE LIMITED EDITION BOOK, HAND-NUMBERED AND SIGNED BY WHIT for shipping by December 8: https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/the-book WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ WEBSITE FOR CATHY SITZES: cathysitzes.com http://cathysitzes.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: Pure_Ambience_APM SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: Text or Call 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
When a woman is brought to her knees by unimaginable grief, she finds her way forward by transforming her pain into a sanctuary for forgotten dogs. Today’s episode featured Tamara Corbitt. If you’d like to reach out to Tamara, you can email her at tamara.corbitt@yahoo.com. You can find her and her rescue, Travieso Dog Sanctuary on Facebook and Instagram @Traviesodogsanctuary To see dogs available for adoption or to donate, please visit the website for Travieso Dog Sanctuary at http://traviesodogsanctuary.com http://traviesodogsanctuary.com/. PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Jason Blalock CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: Child loss, Fatal car accident, Grief and traumatic bereavement, Parental abuse (physical and emotional), Substance use as coping, Animal illness and death (parvo, puppy loss), Rescue of abused/abandoned animals, Family estrangement, Descriptions of emotional distress and trauma processing, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ To PRE-ORDER THE LIMITED EDITION BOOK, HAND-NUMBERED AND SIGNED BY WHIT for shipping by December 8: https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/the-book WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ WEBSITE FOR JASON BLALOCK: jasonblalock.com http://jasonblalock.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: Uncertain Outcomes SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: Text or Call 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
After being run over three times and left pinned beneath a car, a woman emerges into a world she no longer recognizes and must piece together a new identity from the ruins of the old one. Today’s episode featured Naseem Rochette. You can email Naseem at nas@misfitblue.com. She is on Instagram @nasrocs. You can find out more about Naseem on her website at naseemrochette.com http://naseemrochette.com/. Her book, is available on Amazon here: https://www.amazon.com/Unexpected-Benefits-Being-Run-Over/dp/B0BW4MZ517 http://www.amazon.com/Unexpected-Benefits-Being-Run-Over/dp/B0BW4MZ517 PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Sara Marinelli CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: Suicide attempt, Suicidal ideation, Racial discrimination / identity-based shame, Graphic accident description, Being run over by a vehicle (multiple times), Traumatic brain injury, Medical trauma, Child witnessing parent in medical crisis, Emotional dysregulation / screaming at children, PTSD symptoms, Alcohol use / self-medication, Courtroom confrontation, Lack of remorse from perpetrator, Themes of mortality and near-death experience, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ WEBSITE FOR SARA MARINELLI: saramarinelli.com http://saramarinelli.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: Music To Air (MTA) - Houses SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: Text or Call 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
When a young model finally escapes Jeffrey Epstein’s world of coercion, gaslighting and abuse, her battle to reclaim her self-worth becomes a testament to resilience and truth. Today’s episode featured Lisa Phillips. If you’d like to reach out to Lisa, you can email her at lisa@lisaphillips.la. She is on Instagram @iamlisaphillips and @fromnowonpod Lisa is also on YouTube https://tr.ee/FLEx90p6Ss and TikTok https://tr.ee/P1oWtIWF9D You can visit Lisa’s website as well https://www.lisaphillips.la/press PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: sexual abuse, grooming, manipulation, trauma, self-worth struggles, emotional abuse, discussion of Jeffrey Epstein, and recovery from exploitation, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: KPM Main Series (KPM) - Barely There SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: Text or Call 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
Humans are resilient. In our toughest moments, we will fight, we will struggle, and we will triumph...often against the odds. In this immersive series from Wondery, host-adventurers Mike Corey and Cassie De Pecol will share thrilling stories of survival. From the daring rescue of a soccer team trapped in an underwater cave in Thailand, to a woman taken hostage by Somali pirates, these stories made headlines around the world. Against The Odds will make you feel as though you’re living these experiences with our heroes as they push themselves to their limits. Listen to Against The Odds: Tsunami In Thailand: https://Wondery.fm/ATO_IFD https://wondery.fm/ATO_IFD See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
A humanitarian aid doctor enters Gaza at the height of the conflict, and emerges with a sobering reality that shatters everything he believed about medicine, morality, and human nature. Today’s episode featured Travis Meleen. If you’d like to email Travis, you can reach him at melin.trav@gmail.com, You can also find him on Instagram @ravenilem Travis is available for sharing his experiences in a speaking engagement setting. Please reach out to him for more information and/or to schedule! PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Aviva Lipkowitz CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: War and armed conflict, Mass casualties and graphic medical trauma, Violence against children / child death, Gun violence, Hospital bombings / attacks on medical facilities, Famine, Starvation, and Medical scarcity, Death and grief, Suicide (partner’s death by suicide, mentioned), PTSD, Moral injury, and Psychological distress, Dehumanization, Propaganda, and references to Genocide, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ WEBSITE FOR AVIVA LIPKOWITZ: avivalipkowitz.com http://avivalipkowitz.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: Re-Entry SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: Text or Call 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
When a woman begins waking up to a supernatural entity crawling behind her, she realizes the door she opened as a child was never closed. Today’s episode featured Emilie Lemire. If you’d like to reach out to Emilie, you can find her on Instagram @fitnurse_em Producers: Whit Missildine, PRX and Echoverse, a next-generation studio that creates premium sci-fi, supernatural and fantasy audio content. If you’d like to find out more about Echoverse and check out their slate of amazing scripted and non-scripted podcasts, please go to echoverse.com. A special thanks to Mark Stern and the PRX team. Content/Trigger Warnings: Supernatural / paranormal experiences, Sleep paralysis, Night terrors, Fear and panic attacks, Psychological distress, Childhood trauma, Spiritual / occult themes (Ouija board), Emotional isolation, Anxiety and insomnia, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: thisisactuallyhappening.com Website for Andrew Waits: andrdewwaits.com Support the Show: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening Wondery Plus: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the full catalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus Shop at the Store: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com Intro Music: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez Music Bed: Cylinder Four Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline: Text or Call 988 National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
Growing up in the notorious commune of Rajneeshpuram, and haunted by abandonment and addiction, a woman’s spontaneous awakening reveals that every wound was a doorway to remembering who she truly is. Today’s episode featured Anonymous. If you’d like to reach out to her, you can email her at RosesLifeBook@gmail.com. To learn more about the Rajneeshee movement and the events at Rajneeshpuram, check out the RAJNEESH ARTIFACTS AND EPHEMERA COLLECTION in the Oregon archives, which includes documents and memorabilia from the commune’s time in Oregon Archives West https://archiveswest.orbiscascade.org/ark%3A80444/xv60199?utm_source=chatgpt.com. The Oregon Historical Quarterly’s retrospective article offers a sharp, scholarly review of the commune’s rise and fall Oregon Historical Society https://www.ohs.org/oregon-historical-quarterly/back-issues/upload/Abbott_Revisiting-Rajneeshparum_OHQ-116_4_Winter-2015_spread.pdf?utm_source=chatgpt.com. For the bioterror episode tied to the group, the CDC’s official report remains the definitive source CDC Stacks https://stacks.cdc.gov/view/cdc/155777/cdc_155777_DS1.pdf?utm_source=chatgpt.com. Finally, Netflix’s has made the story accessible and vivid, combining interviews, archival footage, and local perspectives en.wikipedia.org+1 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wild_Wild_Country?utm_source=chatgpt.com. PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Aviva Lipkowitz CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: Child abandonment, Emotional neglect, Parental alcoholism, Drug use and addiction (heroin), Homelessness, Prostitution, Domestic abuse / emotional abuse, Narcissistic relationship dynamics, Spiritual / psychological crisis, Religious cult involvement, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ WEBSITE FOR AVIVA LIPKOWITZ: avivalipkowitz.com http://avivalipkowitz.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: Ambient Themes SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: Text or Call 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
A man shaped by cruelty devotes his life to defending the condemned, discovering that real courage lies not in victory, but in standing beside the most despised. Today’s episode featured Clive Stafford Smith. If you’d like to reach out to Clive, you can email him at clive@justiceleague.org.uk. You can find Clive on X/Twitter @CliveSS and on Instagram @clivestaffordsmith To find out more about the work Clive does, visit https://justiceleague.org.uk/. PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Jason Blalock CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: Child abuse, Child Molestation, Child Murder, Physical violence, Emotional neglect, Execution, Capital punishment, Racism, Racial violence, Torture, State violence, Mental illness, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ WEBSITE FOR JASON BLALOCK: jasonblalock.com http://jasonblalock.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: Uncertain Outcomes SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: Text or Call 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
A woman, who ignores her instincts, enters a marriage that soon spirals into betrayal and control. When the truth finally comes to light, she must choose between devastation and the chance to reclaim her life. Today’s episode featured Amy Irvine. If you’d like to reach out to Amy, you can email her at pinkishfx@gmail.com. You can find Amy on social media @pinkish_7 and/or @pinkish_77 on Instagram A special thanks to Todd Renenbohm of the Podcast for referring Amy to us. PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Aviva Lipkowitz CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: Child emotional abuse and neglect, Body shaming and eating-related control, Sexual coercion and marital rape, Drugging and sexual assault, Domestic violence and attempted strangulation, Psychological and emotional manipulation, Infidelity and betrayal, Threat to animals, Discussion of multiple victims of sexual assault, Trauma recovery and PTSD, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ WEBSITE FOR AVIVA LIPKOWITZ: avivalipkowitz.com http://avivalipkowitz.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: Union Flow SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: Text or Call 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
After losing himself to meth and a double life as a federal informant, a man’s world collapses after one of his buyer’s overdoses, and recovery begins as he confronts the child within. Today’s episode featured Sean Hemeon. His forthcoming memoir, , does not yet have a set publication date, but you can follow him for updates. You can email Sean at hemeonauthor@gmail.com. Sean is on Instagram @Sean_Hemeon. Follow his website seanhemeon.com http://seanhemeon.com/ for updates on his forthcoming memoir. And a special thanks to Todd Renenbohm of the podcast for referring Sean to our show. Todd has an 8 part documentary podcast series out on Oct 1 entitled . You can find out more about this series on instagram @Transgressionseries Check out the trailer here: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/transgression/id1841926991 PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Jason Blalock CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: Child sexual abuse / molestation, Physical violence / assault, Homophobia / slurs, Suicide attempt / suicidal ideation, Addiction and drug use, Overdose and death, Parental neglect / emotional abuse / parentification, Moral injury and guilt, Religious trauma, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ WEBSITE FOR JASON BLALOCK: JASONBLALOCK.COM http://jasonblalock.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: Re-Entry SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: Text or Call 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
When a sudden car crash shatters her world, a woman’s grief and struggle to keep living leads her to an unexpected rebirth of love. Today’s episode featured Polly Vickery. If you’d like to contact Polly, you can email her at pollyvickery81@gmail.com. Polly is on Instagram and Facebook @PollyVickery PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Ellen (Elly) Westberg, Aviva Lipkowitz CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: Child death, Spousal death, Graphic accident details, Medical trauma, Grief and bereavement, Suicidal ideation, Survivor’s guilt, Anxiety/PTSD, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ WEBSITE FOR AVIVA LIPKOWITZ: avivalipkowitz.com http://avivalipkowitz.com/ WEBSITE FOR ELLEN WESTBERG: shedatespodcast.com http://shedatespodcast.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: Cylinder Four SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: Text or Call 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
After a prominent life filled with passion and adventure ends with the death of her brilliant but volatile husband, a woman journeys to Guatemala to heal, only to be captured, and her fight to survive transforms her life forever. Today’s episode featured Brenda Coffee. You can email Brenda at bcoffee@1010parkplace.com. She is on Instagram @1010ParkPlace. Visit her website at http://brenda-coffee.com/ Brenda is the author of , published 05/25, a memoir that reads like a thriller. It is Working Girl meets Taken. A true story of love, cocaine, Big Tobacco, abduction, and survival. Nominated for the 2025 Kirkus Prize and included on Maria Shriver's 2025 Summer Reads list. PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Aviva Lipkowitz CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: parentification, domestic violence, intimate partner abuse, drug making and using, addiction, gun violence, sexual assault/attempted rape, child exploitation, cancer & illness, death & grief, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ WEBSITE FOR AVIVA LIPKOWITZ: AVIVALIPKOWITZ.COM http://avivalipkowitz.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: Ambient Themes SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: Text or Call 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
While hunting in the Canadian wilderness, a man accidentally comes between a grizzly bear cub and its mother, and a terrifying fight for his life ensues that will change him forever. Today we bring you the final episode of our annual 5-week summer rebroadcast series. We will return with all new episodes starting next Tuesday, September 16, 2025 . Today’s rebroadcast episode “What if you were mauled by a grizzly bear?” originally aired as episode 262 on January 24, 2023. Today's episode featured Jeremy Evans. You can find many more details about Jeremy and this story in his incredible memoir, 'Mauled: Lessons Learned from a Grizzly Bear Attack', published by Rocky Mountain Books. To contact Jeremy you can reach out to his Publicist at genevieve@rmbooks.com or contact Jeremy directly at Grizzlydude01@gmail.com PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: very graphic bodily injury, graphic description of blood and medical situations, attempted suicide, violence inflicted on a child, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: “Union Flow” – Spuntic SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: Text or Call 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
A young woman hungry to explore the world goes on a trip to Tanzania and unexpectedly finds herself caught in an endless cycle of impending doom. Today we bring you the ninth episode of our annual 5-week summer rebroadcast series, airing 2 episodes a week. We will return with all new episodes starting Tuesday, September 16, 2025 . Today’s rebroadcast episode “What if you didn’t sleep for 120 hours?” originally aired as episode 170 on December 1, 2020. Today’s episode featured Emily Caldwell. You can find out more about her on Instagram @emilycaldwell589 PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: anxiety, panic attacks, suicidal thoughts, medical trauma, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: “Union Flow” – Spuntic SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: TEXT OR CALL 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
Always feeling she had failed the ideals of her strict Muslim, South Asian family and community, a woman struggles to navigate trauma, shame and self-expression, when unexpected news forces her into a powerful reckoning. Today we bring you the seventh episode of our annual 5-week summer rebroadcast series, airing 2 episodes a week. We will return with all new episodes starting Tuesday, September 16, 2025 . Today’s rebroadcast episode “What if you could never be what they wanted?” originally aired as episode 246 on September 13, 2022. Today‘s episode featured Azzah Ahmad. You can find out more about Azzah by visiting her Instagram page @Lifeazziknowit PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Sara Marinelli CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: sexual abuse of a minor, suicidal ideation, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ WEBSITE FOR SARA MARINELLI: saramarinelli.com http://saramarinelli.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: “Re-Entry” – Lee Rosevere SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: TEXT OR CALL 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
After a woman’s Mormon family falls apart following the death of her father, her mother brings her to a Scientology Center where she leaves everything behind. Today we bring you the sixth episode of our annual 5-week summer rebroadcast series, airing 2 episodes a week. We will return with all new episodes starting Tuesday, September 16, 2025 . Today’s rebroadcast episode “What if you signed a billion-year contract?” originally aired as episode 243 on August 23, 2022. Today’s episode featured Katherine Mcelhinny. If you’d like to reach out to her, you can email at canadiankat9@icloud.com. She also has a gofundme page. If you’d like to donate to her, you can do so here: https://gofund.me/3ab57d56 PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Sara Marinelli CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: abuse of a minor, parental neglect, sexual assault, suicidal ideation, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ WEBSITE FOR SARA MARINELLI: saramarinelli.com https://saramarinelli.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: “Cylinder Four/Five" – Chris Zabriskie SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: TEXT OR CALL 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
After growing up queer with a complicated father in the 1960s, a man forges his own path, identity and career in the arts, but suddenly, after a routine surgery, he wakes up unable to move. Today we bring you the fifth episode of our annual 5-week summer rebroadcast series, airing 2 episodes a week. We will return with all new episodes starting Tuesday, September 16, 2025 . Today’s rebroadcast episode “What if you woke up and couldn’t move?” originally aired as episode 242 on August 16, 2022. Today’s episode featured John Killacky. You can find out more about John by going to johnkillacky.com http://johnkillacky.com/ with links to his book, “because art: commentary, critique, & conversation” as well as links to some of his films. PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: graphic medical descriptions, paralysis, suicidal ideation, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: “Union Flow" - Spuntic SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: TEXT OR CALL 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
Henry Lee Lucas and Ottis Toole are two of history’s most prolific serial killers. Or they’re liars who aren’t to be trusted. Either way, they’ve both got red in their ledger – all stemming from their twisted beginnings. American Criminal takes you inside the minds of some of our most notorious felons and outlaws, exploring the dark side to the American dream. Follow American Criminal wherever you get your podcasts. To get early, ad-free access, subscribe at americancriminal.com https://www.americancriminal.com/. See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
A woman who seeks awakening through myriad healing practices finds her ultimate challenge when she goes missing in a Maui forest. Today we bring you the fourth episode of our annual 5-week summer rebroadcast series, airing 2 episodes a week. We will return with all new episodes starting Tuesday, September 16, 2025 . Today’s rebroadcast episode “What if you went missing?” originally aired as episode 196 on June 22, 2021. Today's episode featured Dr. Amanda Eller. You can find out more about Amanda by going to AmandaEllerPT.com http://amandaellerpt.com/. You can also find her on Instagram: @amandaeeller And on Facebook: @amandaeeller. Amanda is currently living on the island of Maui and is offering her healing services to both the local and global community through in-person and online sessions. PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Jason Blalock CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: NEAR DEATH, EATING DISORDER, BODY DYSMORPHIA, HALLUCINATIONS, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com WEBSITE FOR JASON BLALOCK: jasonblalock.com http://jasonblalock.com SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: “Re-Entry” – Lee Rosevere SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: Text or Call 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
Decades after her brother disappeared in the early 1980s, a woman becomes deeply involved in the search for a missing friend. Today we bring you the third episode of our annual 5-week summer rebroadcast series, airing 2 episodes a week. We will return with all new episodes starting Tuesday, September 16, 2025. Today’s rebroadcast episode “What if you never stopped searching?” originally aired as episode 195 on June 15, 2021. Today’s episode featured Sarah Haynes. Somebody out there knows something about her brother Jon Haynes, who went missing in Boulder July 1981 just days after arriving for college. If you know anything, please contact the Boulder police department. There is a $10,000 reward for info leading to his body, his car, or for information about who may have harmed him https://apps.colorado.gov/apps/coldcase/casedetail.html?id=258 Sarah’s Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/sarahspitfire Her animal sanctuary on Maui is called Kitty Charm Farm and the Facebook page is: https://www.facebook.com/KittyCharmFarm PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Jason Blalock CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: missing person, abusive threats, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ WEBSITE FOR JASON BLALOCK: jasonblalock.com http://jasonblalock.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” by Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: “Ambient Themes” by Nigel Coutinho SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: Text or Call 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
A man searches for healing after his father, a disgruntled post office worker, falls into a violent downward spiral. Today we bring you the second episode of our annual 5-week summer rebroadcast series, airing 2 episodes a week. We will return with all new episodes starting Tuesday, September 16, 2025 . Today’s rebroadcast episode “What if you ran through the pain?” originally aired as episode 208 on October 19, 2021. Today’s episode featured Miles. Today’s episode featured Miles. You can reach out to Miles by emailing him at Miles1357@yahoo.com. PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Jason Blalock CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: suicide, mental illness, graphic violent imagery, workplace abuse, sexual harassment, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: INSTAGRAM: @actuallyhappening TWITTER: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ WEBSITE FOR JASON BLALOCK: jasonblalock.com http://jasonblalock.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” by Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: “Cylinder Four/Five” by Chris Zabriskie SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline: Text or Call 988 National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
Escaping the tumult and abuses of his childhood through music, a young man lands a dream gig at a premiere nightclub in Mexico, but when the party’s over, he finds himself inside the underbelly that lurks beneath the glamour. Today we begin our annual 5-week summer rebroadcast series, airing 2 episodes a week. We will be on hiatus starting today and will return with all new episodes starting Tuesday, September 16, 2025 . Today’s rebroadcast episode “What if you entered the belly of the NARCO beast?” originally aired as episode 281 on June 6, 2023. Today’s episode featured Gladden Rangel. You can find out more about him on Instagram @gladden_sane or on Facebook at Eddie IZM. You can also contact him over email at GladdenRangel@gmail.com PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Jason Blalock CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: domestic abuse, drug use, murder, torture, incarceration, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com WEBSITE FOR JASON BLALOCK: jasonblalock.com http://jasonblalock.com SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: ReEntry by Lee Rosevere SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: Text or Call 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
After being violently attacked outside a bar, a man who spent his life motivated by loneliness and rage, begins forging a new path to peace and healing through Buddhism and awakening to the thread that connects us all. Today’s episode featured Cesar Cardona. If you’d like to reach out to Cesar, you can email him at cesarspeak6@gmail.com. Cesar’s socials: IG- @beautyinthebreakpod // @TikTok - Beautyinthebreak Find out more about Cesar at his website: https://cesarcardona.com/ A special thanks to SCOTT JOHNSON, Host of the podcast WhatWasThatLike.com https://whatwasthatlike.com/, who brought us Cesar’s story. PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Cathy Sitzes CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: divorce, gang activity, criminal activity including drugs and violence with weapons, racism, brutal assault including kicking & stomping, severe facial injuries in the mouth, punctured organ injury, heavy alcohol use, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ WEBSITE FOR CATHY SITZES: cathysitzes.com http://cathysitzes.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: Uncertain Outcomes SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: Text or Call 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
Still reeling from an abusive relationship and the loss of her mother, a single woman travels to Mexico, plunging into a whirlwind situationship where nothing is as it seems. Today’s episode featured Aly. If you’d like to reach out to Aly, you can email her at hello@AlyRice.com. Aly is on Instagram @AlySpeaksUp. Aly is a certified coach, and host of Sex, Lies & Tacos & This Could Get Messy podcasts. PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Aviva Lipkowitz CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: cancer/death from cancer, suicidal ideations, romantic con, divorce, disordered eating, gaslighting, physical/emotion/financial abuse of a partner, revenge/blackmail with use of private, personal photos and videos, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrdewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ WEBSITE FOR AVIVA LIPKOWITZ: avivalipkowitz.com http://avivalipkowitz.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: Union Flow SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: Text or Call 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
It’s not that hard to kill a planet. All it takes is a little drilling, some mining, a generous helping of pollution and voila! Earth over. When you take stock of what’s left, it starts to look like a crime scene: decapitated mountains, poisoned rivers, oil-soaked pelicans, maybe a sun-bleached cow skull in a dried-up lake bed. The only thing missing is yellow caution tape. On each episode of Lawless Planet, host Zach Goldbaum reveals the scams, murders and cover-ups on the frontline of the climate crisis, and the life and death choices people are making to either protect our world – or destroy it. Listen to LAWLESS PLANET: WONDERY.FM/LAWLESSPLANET http://wondery.fm/LawlessPlanet See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
A young woman grows up in chaos and instability but finds strength through education and a deep connection to the outdoors—until a harrowing solo trek on the Pacific Crest Trail challenges her sense of self and reaffirms her bond with others. Today’s episode featured Betty Nickerson. If you’d like to email Betty, you can reach her at Nickerson.betty@yahoo.com. You can find Betty on Instagram @mustang___betty. PRODUCERS: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Sara Marinelli CONTENT/TRIGGER WARNINGS: divorce, suicide by gun, teen pregnancy, unhoused/rough living, poverty, being lost in the wilderness, extreme cold while lost outside, smoking, explicit language SOCIAL MEDIA: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast WEBSITE: thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ WEBSITE FOR ANDREW WAITS: andrewwaits.com http://www.andrdewwaits.com/ WEBSITE FOR SARA MARINELLI: saramarinelli.com http://saramarinelli.com/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: Support The Show on Patreon: patreon.com/happening https://www.patreon.com/happening WONDERY PLUS: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at wondery.com/plus https://wondery.com/plus SHOP AT THE STORE: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. TRANSCRIPTS: Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/ INTRO MUSIC: “Sleep Paralysis” - Scott Velasquez MUSIC BED: Re-Entry SERVICES If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS LIFELINE: Text or Call 988 NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS: 1-800-950-6264 NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
